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Monday, June 02, 2008

Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:45:02 GMT

Thought of a change of season.
so here you go.

still deciding though.
Decided

I've Moved to

www.believeben.wordpress.com

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Sat, 31 May 2008 15:00:30 GMT

"Man i can pull it off by going without shirt like him man!"

"Oh really? i'm afraid no one wanna see your Fats Rock and Roll With you as well"

"-_-

Talk about dream smasher. hahah!

Friday, May 30, 2008

Fri, 30 May 2008 08:04:48 GMT

He picks up the guitar.
cleans the body of the guitar.
nothing but rays of morning sunlight flooding into the room.
good mornings, how are you doing?

Pen and paper, he writes songs.
chords and strum patterns, he writes songs.

nothing more then smiles and inspiration.

He writes.

Let's hope..

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I'm so gonna watch this movie.
The Bucket List

Monday, May 26, 2008

Mon, 26 May 2008 09:19:50 GMT

Sometimes it's hard to see You, but I see Your people. 
Sometimes it's hard to hear You, but I heard Your preachers 
The proof is in the way, the way that they shine 
That's how I know that 

The sun is coming down 
I get the feeling that I'm not home yet. 
Yeah, it's Your people 
They're Jesus to the world 

When it was hard to see You, they gave me another chance like You. 
When it was hard to hear You, I could hear them speak Your words. 
My proof is in the way, the way that they shine. 
That's how I know that

The sun is coming down 
I get the feeling that I'm not home yet. 
I get the feeling that I'm not home yet. 
Yeah, it's Your people 
They're Jesus to the world

-Jesus to the World
This Beautiful Republic.

Is there something i could do?

-Update in progress-

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Tue, 13 May 2008 15:33:23 GMT

I've got a dog named buttons.

and boy..

he listens to Rock music!

Friday, May 09, 2008

Fri, 09 May 2008 17:27:36 GMT

Just to see frances laugh on our last webcam session just brings me back to KK days.
it's been a good two years since i left KK.
Cacat lar you franny granny..
To hear Kimberly's laughter over the phone couple month's back.
To poke fun at peterfred when he came over to stay at my place.
to chat with jeremy over Msn.
To see audrey when she visited Acts Cyberjaya.

All just brings me back to the KK days.

I guess the last person i would say that i saw before i left KK was Kimberly.
Which is the girl in the above picture.
my nipple, i meant my neighbour.

just being really random here.
sitting next to Nat last week watching ironman, man..
it almost felt that i never KK at all..
Who knew? din't expect that extra ticket to land in your hands.

"you KK people are really a tight bunch.."
I guess you could say that.
never fail to make my day just sitting down and talking with any one of them.

Never fail to make me laugh.
till now i still remember about the dreams we shared back in Youth.
Of how we wanna impact lives.
Of the deep talks that we had.

of Alex taking us to eat durian, or even all the way to Salut to eat seafood.

Of Eleni's I kill you phrases.
of the practises that we had for youth rallies.
of uncle john's head losing more hair because of us.

Of long deep talks during youth camps.
of daniel krisnan going after *ahem*
of starting a jiwang club.

of really gay pictures

to non-gay but cooler than frances pictures
Going to the islands?
i guess most of the highlights are there also..
like nearly getting nuetered sitting on the banana boat

to really "emo" or poser pictures.
"that are now so famous and half of the youth back in KK are following our footsteps" pictures

I guess i'm just trying to say that i'm using this as an excuse
to put up old pictures on my blog and to fill up my blog..

But deep down inside.
i guess.

i really do miss you guys.

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Wed, 07 May 2008 06:58:05 GMT

Lets not miss what we are here for.
Lets not forget the story.

Is it true today that when people pray
Cloudless skies will break
Kings and queens will shake
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

Is it true today that when people pray
We'll see dead men rise
And the blind set free
Yes it's true and I believe it
I'm living for you

I'm gonna be a history maker in this land
I'm gonna be a speaker of truth to all mankind
I'm gonna stand, I'm gonna run
Into your arms, into your arms again
Into your arms, into your arms again


-History maker
Delirious?

How much are you willing to pay for being one?
How much are you willing lay down?
How much are you willing to give away?

Just being hungry for a change.
But the question i ask myself is..
will i follow through?
will i carry on what i've started?

Lets not miss what we are here for.
Lets not forget the story.

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Sat, 03 May 2008 14:17:16 GMT

I had months to write a song
That captured who you are
But I fear I have done you wrong
Because I've failed you so far
The chord that struck, an angel fell
The sky went dark and it all comes down
The choices made, the lies forgotten
Oh, well

This is the way that I know
This is the way that I know
I would give everything for some hope
Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do

There's a song outside my window
And it plays to your tune
And there's a life inside this pencil
And it lives for what is true
Cause I am lost for words, the cost for her
Was way to much to bear
You're not perfect, but I don't care

This is the way that I know
This is the way that I know
I would give everything for some hope
Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do

Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do

Say the word, say the word
Are you different, could I be different too?
Nobody knows you, nobody knows you like I do

-Say the word
The Classic Crime.

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Suddenly i feel all my assignments are weighting in again.
Never felt so good been buried in it.
haha.

Great times, great times in the studio.

Call my psycho.
By i like assignments =P

Friday, May 02, 2008

Fri, 02 May 2008 07:48:41 GMT

Speaking about interning with a post-production company.
was talking to su chee during homes and asked her about the media Dept in TV3.
Apparently they are looking for interns.

Feedback from one of my seniors.
"Sure, they pay you little, make you work like Crazy."
well, telling people that they pay Rm20 per day.
"okay what! thats the normal intern pay."

no it is not okay!
working 9 till midnight on a non class day is crazy!
well. whatever that keeps me ocuppied and busy lar.

still deciding.

Should i?

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Wed, 30 Apr 2008 02:38:23 GMT

On the ride home.
Will you remember me?

I doubt so.
Because i can't say anything
and you don't seem to care..